Everything you can imagine is real.

Shannon told me I looked like I was about to cry. I'm never affected by a show/movie/book like that. NEVER. I mean... for serious. I've... but not like this.

My automatic "not care" button is only half working. I sort of don't care, on the very surface, but I do, I do... Why do I care? That show went long past the point where it got just too stupid to care about anything in it anymore. I mean it was just, ridiculous. What. The. Fuck. I'm halfway serious to hoping mum's family still has those mafia connections, because, WHAT THE FUCKING HELL, I MEAN OH MY GOD WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD THINK THAT IS A GOOD IDEA -

The same person who thinks wearing


is a good idea, maybe?

I think I need a coipious amount of doughnuts, chocolate, and long mostly-fuzzy fanfic. I NEED IT. I don't... we don't have the first two... which... um... moving on, for now... but... I need the second. Does anyone know where I can find the second? Could I ask a community? I'm always nervous about that. But -

BUT I THINK I NEED TO.

...I am so pathetic, but... but...

*sniffs and wanders away*

On the other hand, look what picture I found...

I should be thinking of topics to interview a police officer about. I should call the police station to ask if anyone's got time to spare for a tech student.

...

*sighs*