Everything you can imagine is real.

Shannon told me I looked like I was about to cry. I'm never affected by a show/movie/book like that. NEVER. I mean... for serious. I've... but not like this.

My automatic "not care" button is only half working. I sort of don't care, on the very surface, but I do, I do... Why do I care? That show went long past the point where it got just too stupid to care about anything in it anymore. I mean it was just, ridiculous. What. The. Fuck. I'm halfway serious to hoping mum's family still has those mafia connections, because, WHAT THE FUCKING HELL, I MEAN OH MY GOD WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD THINK THAT IS A GOOD IDEA -

The same person who thinks wearing


is a good idea, maybe?

I think I need a coipious amount of doughnuts, chocolate, and long mostly-fuzzy fanfic. I NEED IT. I don't... we don't have the first two... which... um... moving on, for now... but... I need the second. Does anyone know where I can find the second? Could I ask a community? I'm always nervous about that. But -

BUT I THINK I NEED TO.

...I am so pathetic, but... but...

*sniffs and wanders away*

On the other hand, look what picture I found...

Okay. What the fuck were they thinking? 

... more, saying more would be too much. Fucking bullshite, the lot of it. God damn bollocks.

The only two things I liked:

( lalala spoilers )

(regardless of what my mood says, I am. I ... am...

fucking...

furious.

It's just under the surface right now. It will pass, as I come to care less about the whole fucking deal. It'll happen. Whatever.

I AM PREPARING TO LAUNCH AN EXPEDITION TO KILL THE WRITERS OF TORCHWOOD IN VARIOUS SATISFYING AND/OR AMUSING WAYS, UNLESS THEY FUCKING FIX WHAT THEY JUST GODDAMN DID.

WHO'S WITH ME???

(Possibly even if they do fix it, because what else do they expect? Honestly.)

OHMYGOD I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW. I DON'T KNOW HOW IT'S POSSIBLE TO WAIT THAT LONG. OHMYGOD.

(Also, I am feeling rather better and also got sucked into buying a romance novel today. That is all.)

Also, AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH! LKS FJA;IA HDI;FS JA;LDJF A;KL JL

...

.

I'd like to note that, though I know nothing of making communities, organizing things, etc., torch_wood is the most organized (plus the most attractively designed) community I've ever come across. Almost makes me want to get more into the Torchwood fandom.

Gradually watching Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang. (You know, the one with James Marster's character, and... and the kissing? Uuuuuhg, Torchwood.) And... I'm not watching it at the moment because his team annoys me.

'Oh, you haven't told us absolutely everything you've ever done! '

They whine about it like a 7th grader bitching at her boyfriend for not telling her about all his ex-es. I mean, seriously. WHY do they need to know?  It's HIS past. HIS business. Not theirs! And not yours, Gwen! When have any of them ever had the right to demand personal info about his past? It has NO bearing on the present, and guess what? It's HIS to tell! Grrargh!

Okay, anyway. Just wanted to bitch about that.

But... guess what! Guess what? John Barrowman and James Marsters... kiss incredibly. God damn. Aaaaah. *laughs*

Just watched They Keep Killing Suzie. Plot-wise, I'm not too impressed. I wanted to hit people in the face with frying pans.